I'm still here. Just dealing with a lot of pain and turmoil right now... coming to terms with things that have happened in my childhood, the ways people have treated me and coming to accept once again that sometimes you put your trust in people only to have it broken. People you called your friends or family really aren't and I dont' guess that's so surprising, nothing new to me.
My health, mentally and physically isn't getting any better. I just spent the last 18 hours unconscious but dreaming the entire time I've tried to sleep an d I'm still tired. So writing right now is out of the question. Drawing too.
And the fandom has become incredibly personal to me right now and that's all I can really say as fra as that goes.
I'm still here and I'll come back when I can. But probably not any time soon.
But thank you to everyone who has favorited and watched me while I've been dormant. But I'm still here reading and looking at other peoples art, just not doing anything myself.
I'm about half asleep trying to write this so I'll just let it be. Miss y'all and see ya later
Listening to: instrumental stuff